dont feel like i belong here..
that´s what i know for sure - but im working on it..i love this city with all its coffee places, bars and good shops..and of course all my friends here- you guys are wonderful!
Someone once told me, you live and you learn, for me it feels like that atm.. I have now lived my life for a while, now its time to learn..
I miss Kylie, to get a hug from you.
I miss Jarrod and all the inspiration he gave me..the dinners we had..
I miss Mark and the vibrate city of NY, and all the good deep conversations we had..
I miss all my other mates from Melbourne, and how people treated me there..
I miss surfing and Venessa and Liz...
I miss the paradise and the feeling of living my life right then..
I have a lot of my good friends around me and im very greatful for that.
I have my family a phone call and only a few hours away.
I have a healthy life style and im doing my favorite hobby dancing 3 days a week,
I have food on my table every day and a bed (couch) to sleep in..
I have lots of oppertunities and an exciting future in front of me..
I have a feeling inside me telling me im special..
...
AND I do for sure have too many thoughts on my mind atm..
So, good night for now..
Im scared..
Hey, am I the only one in this country who is scared of being depressed
from the swedish dark autum and winter..its something with this time of the year I
cant stand. I get automatically in a lower mode than before and it feels like the energy
inside me is sippering out somewhere i cant control. I dont want it! Maybe thats why Im dreaming back to my sunny days back in Melbourne, wish I could go back over the day...
But of course something positive also comes with the negatives.
the coosy felling of sitting inside, reading a book and drinking a cup of tea when the rain is pooring down. Thats a
good feeling, and the other thing I cant wait for is, skiing. To make your way down from the mountain in a high speed, feeling the cold cold wind in your face and then finish it all up with a hot cup of chocolate in the cold, or a fresh "tunnbrödsrulle" in the sun..all depends on weather..Maybe thats why all swedish people talk about the weather so much, cause without knowing we couldnt plan our day correctly...
Im very greatful at the moment, having all my wonderful friends around me, a job i really like and im feeling excited about the future. Stockholm is such a beautiful city, sorry Gothenburg, but it must be the most beautiful big city in sweden. Here are so much to do, if you just have money enough to do all those things, guess thats the same where ever you go...I also appreciate being able to call my family and friends whenever I want.. Just wondering whats coming up next in my head..I feel there is something waiting for me, and I know I can do it. Cause every problem I get- I solve it. Which I know will help me a lot through life!
ciao for now..
from the swedish dark autum and winter..its something with this time of the year I
cant stand. I get automatically in a lower mode than before and it feels like the energy
inside me is sippering out somewhere i cant control. I dont want it! Maybe thats why Im dreaming back to my sunny days back in Melbourne, wish I could go back over the day...
But of course something positive also comes with the negatives.
the coosy felling of sitting inside, reading a book and drinking a cup of tea when the rain is pooring down. Thats a
good feeling, and the other thing I cant wait for is, skiing. To make your way down from the mountain in a high speed, feeling the cold cold wind in your face and then finish it all up with a hot cup of chocolate in the cold, or a fresh "tunnbrödsrulle" in the sun..all depends on weather..Maybe thats why all swedish people talk about the weather so much, cause without knowing we couldnt plan our day correctly...
Im very greatful at the moment, having all my wonderful friends around me, a job i really like and im feeling excited about the future. Stockholm is such a beautiful city, sorry Gothenburg, but it must be the most beautiful big city in sweden. Here are so much to do, if you just have money enough to do all those things, guess thats the same where ever you go...I also appreciate being able to call my family and friends whenever I want.. Just wondering whats coming up next in my head..I feel there is something waiting for me, and I know I can do it. Cause every problem I get- I solve it. Which I know will help me a lot through life!
ciao for now..
washing liquid ...makes me happy?
Yesterday I had my first day at HM, the introduction was both inspireing and good learning..Im slowly starting o understand how people actually feel when they find something in their lives that brings fire to the table. You dream even more and brings that smile to your face that no one can figure out where it comes from. I like that feeling a lot..
..but when i start thinking about it, I have already found that feeling before, and i still find it inside myself everytime I take that step on the dance floor..Doesnt matter if its in a dancestudio, in a club, on the beach or in the living room at home.. Im still the happiest girl in the world as long as I get the chance to express myself through these dance steps and tunes.. and sing of course..
.But what has all this to do with wasing liquid, good question!..
When I was walking my way home from the supermarket the other day it hit me, how greatful I actually was for this bottle in my hand. The conclusion must be, people dont get happy because of money. I know its not a new statement but its good to be reminded of this IMPORTANT thing. I am really happy at the moment, I have friends around me who makes my day, I will have the oppertunety to dance a few days a week, and I got the job i want. What more can you ask for??
Dont ask for more, when its all in front of you. And be grateful for what you have instead
Tonight Im singing this song for my neighbours.. It will always remind me of the time on Linn and Sannas couch..wonderful people those two!
I'm nothing special, in fact I'm a bit of a bore
If I tell a joke, you've probably heard it before
But I have a talent, a wonderful thing
'Cause everyone listens when I start to sing
I'm so grateful and proud
All I want is to sing it out loud
If I tell a joke, you've probably heard it before
But I have a talent, a wonderful thing
'Cause everyone listens when I start to sing
I'm so grateful and proud
All I want is to sing it out loud
So I say
Thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing
Thanks for all the joy they're bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would live be, whithout a song or a dance, what are we
So I say, thank you for the music, for giving it to me
Thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing
Thanks for all the joy they're bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would live be, whithout a song or a dance, what are we
So I say, thank you for the music, for giving it to me
Mother says I was a dancer before I could walk
Mm-mm, she says I began to sing long before I could talk
And I've often wondered, how did it all start
Who found out that nothing can capture a heart like a melody can
Well whoever it was, I'm a fan
Mm-mm, she says I began to sing long before I could talk
And I've often wondered, how did it all start
Who found out that nothing can capture a heart like a melody can
Well whoever it was, I'm a fan
So I say
Thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing
Thanks for all the joy they're bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would live be, whithout a song or a dance, what are we
So I say, thank you for the music, for giving it to me
Thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing
Thanks for all the joy they're bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would live be, whithout a song or a dance, what are we
So I say, thank you for the music, for giving it to me
I've been so lucky, I am the girl with the golden hair
I wanna sing it out to everybody
What a joy, what a life, what a chance
I wanna sing it out to everybody
What a joy, what a life, what a chance
Thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing
Thanks for all the joy they're bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would live be, whithout a song or a dance, what are we
So I say, thank you for the music, for giving it to me
Thanks for all the joy they're bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would live be, whithout a song or a dance, what are we
So I say, thank you for the music, for giving it to me