Im trying hard to understand..
I know I shouldnt bring too much, cause I will never use it all anyway.. But in the same time when I am standing here
holding this beautiful shirt in my hand, and look at it, thinking..I just CAN´T leave it here by itself in my poor wardrobe for so many mounths..Next second Im looking over my shoulder and change my mind..cause there is this one meter high bunch of jeans and other trousers...Hm, who said its easy to move..once again..
But I think Im getting used to this packing thing, and i love the feeling of starting something new, in my own home country.
And I also think I am the luckiest girl in the world, to have so many gorgeous friends all over the world, amazing family and to be so free and have so many oppertuneties in this world.
Lucky lucky lucky and greatful..VERY GREATFUL!
Btw cats must have a easy life, cause they dont need to wear clothes and
when its time to get dry you fur, just hang on the clothing line for while!..
easy!!take it easy..
Anyway Im still having time off work, or how do you say it..in between two jobs. Taking it easy, trying to take it in..its still a big tornado inside my head..most of the time I just wanna run, run, run far away from here. Cause I dont feel like I belong to this..hm, this thing..I will explain as soon as I have an explanation.
Getting inspiration but dont get anything done, so what I will do as soon as I get a job..I will work, work, work as hard as I can so I can do what ever I want after that.
Things have changed inside my mind..
Well well, next step is Stockholm our beautiful capital city..and I know it all will be great in the end, cause it always does!
As I use to say, everything is what you want it to be!!
It makes me fly..
I agree with John Mayer in most of his songs, he sings from his heart and I can really feel for his lyrics and music.
Im reading Eric Claptons autobiography at the moment, so when I was looking up Claptons songs at you tube I found a song played by Mayer and Clapton, maybe not the greatest song Ive heard of either of them..but the picture made me think.
John Mayer - No Such Thing
Welcome to the real world
She said to me kind of condescendingly
Take a seat, take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding up my sleeve
They love to tell you stay inside the lines
But something's better on the other side
I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above
So the good boys and girls take the so-called right track
Faded white hats grabbing the credits and making transfers
They read all the books but they can't find the answers
And all of our parents, they're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories, tiny tragedies
They love to tell you stay inside the lines
But something's better on the other side
I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above
I am invincible
I am invincible
I am invincible
As long as I'm alive
I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above
I just can't wait till my ten year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for
there are more even more fantastic songs worth lessening to made by John Mayer.
Say, Your body is a wonderland(which reminds me of Jarrod), Waiting on the world to change..
I can honestly say that my world has changed..inside me I many times feel as the girl at the wrong place..
will see how long i can stand it for, or if i change..
Dont forget to check out youtube.com now...
Robert Johnsson is a fantastic guitar player and artist,
also take a look at Eric Clapton´s all famous songs like Layla, tears in heaven, and so on..
don´t forget Phil Collins and my favourite Mayer!!