Im scared..

Hey, am I the only one in this country who is scared of being depressed
from the swedish dark autum and winter..its something with this time of the year I
cant stand. I get automatically in a lower mode than before and it feels like the energy
inside me is sippering out somewhere i cant control. I dont want it! Maybe thats why Im dreaming back to my sunny days back in Melbourne, wish I could go back over the day...
 But of course something positive also comes with the negatives.
the coosy felling of sitting inside, reading a book and drinking a cup of tea when the rain is pooring down. Thats a
good feeling, and the other thing I cant wait for is, skiing. To make your way down from the mountain in a high speed, feeling the cold cold wind in your face and then finish it all up with a hot cup of chocolate in the cold, or a fresh "tunnbrödsrulle" in the sun..all depends on weather..Maybe thats why all swedish people talk about the weather so much, cause without knowing we couldnt plan our day correctly...

Im very greatful at the moment, having all my wonderful friends around me, a job i really like and im feeling excited about the future. Stockholm is such a beautiful city, sorry Gothenburg, but it must be the most beautiful big city in sweden. Here are so much to do, if you just have money enough to do all those things, guess thats the same where ever you go...I also appreciate being able to call my family and friends whenever I want.. Just wondering whats coming up next in my head..I feel there is something waiting for me, and I know I can do it. Cause every problem I get- I solve it. Which I know will help me a lot through life!

ciao for now..



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